so i'm kind of without words today. Yesterday we found out that dave's mom has some cell's poping back up - she had breast cancer. and so it looks like shes going to have to do chemo again. Which i hate. I've grown to love this woman so much , like another mother cause well she is, she's my mom in law. I realized last night that well in the past two years a lot has changed. When dave and i got married i think i was wearing this protective shell. and now that shell has had a lot chipped off. i'm not trying to protect myself as much or put up a front or whatever it maybe called. I'm finding that slowly i'm becoming more myself around them. anyways she's so sweet. too sweet. She's probally the most thoughtful though pushy at times with food and other things it all comes from this wonderful place. And i sincerly hate hate hate hate hate that she has to do chemo again that it has even come up. It's not fair its not. She's started teaching again and she's doing so well and to have to do it all over again. Supposedly it's going to be not as rough as the last time.
I dunno if i show her or them how much i love them. I don't even tell dave this. Although i started too last night. anyways pray for them. But mrs. mary is an amazing woman and i know she will have a good attitude and this just adds to her already amazing testimony but i just hate that she has to go through it. and deep down it's a little scary.