i hate money. and i hate ebay. darn it and it's pictures and bids and buy me nows. i just like to look right now i think i'm out of the habit of i wanna buy.darn swanky boutiques and sale racks and all stores..... i saw a shirt today and thought about buying it . i needed a good slap the hand bad emmi- cause frankly i don't think i need anymore clothes ...... if u saw my closet...and well dresser ......and well u would be ashamed.......
anyways money sucks and i hate spending it and i hate wanting to spend it and i hate it even more when the bills roll in . but bills rolling in reminds me that i want to be a good stweard with the money that the lord has given me. it's an everyday thing.


christmas spoiled me......its back to being cheap cheap cheap.

and thinking.