so i haven't updated in a while. i've been pretty busy. i started working at maley swim school teaching kiddos how to swim. it's been really fun but really exhausting. We found out the day before Christmas eve that we are expecting our second bebe. Which i am really excited about. i already got it some bedding for the crib i do not have for it , for the room it does not have. Yeah we still have not sold our house. We're waiting and will continue to wait until the Lord moves us. I'll find out in a about 5 weeks what we are having and i can't wait.
For the last week though, i have been sick. and i'm ultimately tired of it. I'm ready to be better and be back to normal. i'm counting down the hours till i have to leave my house and go to work and praying that i'll make it through the night alright.
I'm trying to learn how to take better care of myself and not run myself so thin.....not doing to hot a job - last week great example.
But i am learning that i cannot do any of this in my own strength. That i can't really do any of it.
I have to fully rely on him and dwell in him. Which is an everyday moment by moment choice. somedays are better others i fall miserably on my face..
When i feel like listening to music i've been listening to a lot of brook fraiser .
---Riley has a valentines day party with her school on wed and i'm super excited for her. we're gonna have cookies and i'm gonna try and pick up some things for the class before we go into work today. ---- also i'm getting to start a weekly date thing with david - we'll be going to cumc - where riley goes to school- on fridays for a session called 10 greatest dates - i thought it would be something fun to do since i 've been working so much and we haven't been able to spend a ton of time together - the first session is friday. so that's what i'll be doing for valentines day =) plus we're making chocolate covered strawberry's - yummo.

in two weeks we'll be having a womens retreat with our church and i'm supper duper excited.
i know this post is completely random thought-wise which maybe most of my posts are but i feel like this one is a little more.

Thanks for reading.