So i've taken on a new job. I'm starting to sell jewelry from Premier Designs Jewelry. I'm really excited about it and really like the company and believe in it. the only problem is i don't really believe in myself. to get started you are suppose to get 9 shows ( part of a contest- you get a pretty awesome reward if you do this) asking friends and family to help you out by throwing a show and that's how you make your way out of that circle. I think i only have one show booked. No one is really interested ( that i'm close too) . I'm having my training show this friday and i'm not really sure if my friends will turn out i only haveo n definate from one. i'm just praying that some more will support me cuase this is such a huge change and thing i just haven't don- but i think i may be lacking with who will show up. So i start doubting myself and if people like me or what not. pretty stupid i suppose. This really is and has to be a God thing. I have to do my best and leave it up to him. Trusting him fully with this new responsibility. The whole while i can't help but feel a little shelfish in starting this when so much is going on around me. I feel uterly helpless. I have complete faith in the Lord. I have complete faith that mary will and can get better and beat this but sometimes i feel like i'm the only one trying to remain optomistic. This really is in the Lords hands. The only thing i can do is try to be an encouragement and just keep praying. I just hope i am being an encouragement.
Dave got a premanent job at mdes. he has benefits and is doing just spectacular i'm so proud of him. He starts school tonight. I know he is going to do amazing. His birthday is coming up very soon and i want to do something special for him. To encourage him- cause i know he needs it . i try to do my best but i think he needs a little something extra if you know what i mean.
Riley is doing really well. she's growing growing growing. and is such a sweetheart. she was sick yesterday - coughing a lot - so we played it safe and stayed home . dave got to spend a lot of time with her yesterday which i think was just special for both of them exspecially since he's going to be back at school. it's been pretty awesome having him home so much i'm gonna miss seeing him. The heat down here has been pretty bad but finally yesterday it was a little cooler you could feelthe difference. so thankful the lord provided that break. Well i think it's mr. potatoe head play time. thanks for reading.