i'm drawing a huge mental blank ....what song is this from
cut out my eyes to spite my heart

i know it cuase it's oen of my fav. lines in the song but i just cna't remeber the song or the artist. man

my foots alseep
go figure

one of the blogs i read every day has not been updated in the last few days , which is very frustrating
and people don't seem to want to leave comments .... work with me people !
question: should the template be changed - that's the page's look -colour and such.

i'm going to the mall today to watch stef. and her little kids ..hopefully i'll have some interesting stories.
i might go see finding nemo tonight also

the trans continental talent people are sketchy. i went up there at 6, like i was suppose to , well the lights were on but no one was home. so i wait they finally ocme back form dinner around 6.30
and ask me if "she" has called me ...no was "she" suppose to?? and who is "SHE"
anyways so we go in and i keep waiting , they keep calling she trying to her to answer her phone
they explain to me that she has the final say and they can't hier me until she approves and says it's okie.
well she's been sick so it's hard to get in touch with her , she's been out. anyways they're suppose to call me
they aren't shuning me away or telling me no (they said all of this)
so i'll prolly call tuesday and see if "SHE" has recouped.
odd odd odd
also this scout i was talking to wasl iek yeah they are sketchy i can never get in touch with them

WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE!!!!!

They better hier me cause i need a second job FAST!

You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.


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yeah that's what i thought
woohoo.

so i'm thinking bout changing the template ....good idea???

i'm going shopping today with helen.. it should be fun

i've been continually having bad dreams....sunday night i had two in a row about doc, and i had one last night
i think it's just cause i had to go thru all this stuff form savannah and belhaven and alot of it had to do with him , pictures, notes and such , which is pretty hard to do....
i think the reason it's taken me so long to get thru this is because i havne't had any time away from him
i see him just about every day at work ..... which is getting better .. i'm getting a better attitude towards it
and hopefully i'll get a second job at the telent agency so that will prolly help

i also need to read my bible , as jimmy told me last night.
it's been a while .. i randomly stopped doing my quit times in the morning (it was a morning i had gotten in around 4 or something cuase i went out with taylor ) i haven't done it since .
but i did go back to church last weekend
even though i havne't been to church or done a quite time , that doens't mean i haven't prayed , i have , just not as much
and i am extremly greatfull towards God for all he's done
i'm just in a down right now ... i fluctuate , and i'm trying not to.
i htink it's just hard to make the transition again.
expecially when i know i 'm going to have to do it again in about a month and a half


i've also had trouble getting to sleep , i'll get tired during the day but i don't take naps ... so when i want to go to sleep i can't , i'm wide awake , so i stay up and watch t.v. till i just can't anymore.. i finally try to go to sleep (round 1) and when i wake up in the morning i'm dead tired.

random babblings for today ...

MQ's last day is tomorrow .

I missed hollie's call last night =( i was knocked out somehow and didn't hear my loud phone ring...very odd

:::tomorrow at 6- drop by Trans Continental to check on resume::::::
i hope i get it cause it would help out alot to have extra cash for when i move and to help pay off some bills

Music right now : Arcitekt- Passenger Planes
While i Breathe i hope - hope for thin tolerance

okie so here is the rap up of this weekend :

Friday Night -
went and saw some bands play at horizon (plastic glasses played ) in between one set baskin and i went to go get food at moes- very yummy.
During Plastic Glasses set Jesse and Ben started running into one of the walls and doing hand stands , well a mosh pit started and they ran from either side when they saw this and did handstands into eachother , then they jsut went all out crazy and started twirling eachother around. then ben did some fish kind of move thru the crowd.
it was very interesting and well hilarious, Suzanna, Cameron , and I were laughing so hard. I havent' laughed that much in a long time
those two are too funny when they get together.
afterwards Cameron , Ben (238) , Suzanna, Jesse, and I went to marble slab and hung out. It rocked .

Saturday -
Shopped for 3 hours with mom, got 2 suits , 5 shirts , and a pair of shoes , which we spend prolly a good two hours looking for a pair of shoes .... man , never again.
went and bought ice cream with dad then drove around downtown with caitlan and matt - looking for catfish

Sunday - went to kirstens hung out , derrick dropped by it was good to see him again , he told us bout his party on sat night that he threw for britney spears ... goodness.. he also showed us pictures.

Monday night -
had the best day - i slept till 12.30 , got up had a muffin and some milk while i watched t.v. till 3.30 (watched two guys and a girl, trading spaces, and so little time) and then i took a shower and started getting ready , gave myself a manicure and pedicure
went to St. Andrews graduation and then hung out with helen , we went to cups , where shannon joined us to go see .....THE LIZZIE MCGUIRE MOVIE, it rocked so hard..man . I wanna be a teen pop sensation!!!!!

you know how people make photocopies of their faces or asses ...well for the last 25 minutes i've been playing with the scanner and i scanned my face ....it looks really cool.
i'm so easily amused.

back to scanning the story of wendy water ... a colouring book story.

i saw the matrix 2 again last night -my parents took me , isn't that sweet- ... it's better the second time ... i was less angry... and i stayed for the revolutions trailer ... o my it looks so much better ... i'm excited it looks liek it's gonna rock my face completly off ....

Tyler Druden.
I don't know where Tyler found that house on paper
street. I didn't know if he bought it or was
just squatting, neither would surprise me.


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rock n roll....


::::and you wanna know why...cause your mama never lost rock n roll

so it seems educational psychology will never leave me alone.....i had to go tape a seminar yesterday at work and well....the title of the speech was "The Misunderstood Mind". They were talking about learning disabilities....i couldn't believe it.
Well the Speaker started off horrible...[Amy he was a disgrace to his profession] He was 10 minutes late and he didn't know how to operate the vcr....and his video was not cued up to the correct place so we spent 15 minutes trying to find it ...Then he talks about his daughter and how she might have to repeat the 7th grade and they find out today cause she has her LATIN exam.....He also believed that the ED Center is were u should send children with learning disabilites seeing as schools in mississippi don't have good resources in their schools and in order to even get in a special help class you have to fail a grade ( i wanna know what schools he's talking bout cause i know plent of good schools that do testings for learning disabilities and will let you in special help classes without failing a grade) he also failed to tell us that once u start testing for adhd and other disabilities you have to continue and update them every 2 years. I didn't have to even look thru the camera once when recording cuase he never moved. he stood in the same spot the whole time and would occasionally move his hands.... it was one of the worst speeches i've ever seen. Oh yeah he also told us that the people he spoke to the day before at our other office were a better audience ( way to win us over) . He was a disgrace and i have no respect for him and would never have him test my children. He said testing takes weeks to do. That's crap , If you span it out it takes 2-3 days . No child wants to be tested over 3 weeks....they'll start not caring and do horribly because they just want it over. He also sort of made fun of the child in the (15 minute) video "clip". The guy asked the child what ryhmes with hunt he said hate. and the speaker poked fun at it in an odd way......Disturbing
Worst speech ever and i hope i don't have to tape the rest of his seminars he's going to do , i think there are 4 more...... help me!!!!!!

I got some mail yesterday from the navy.....no mail from the army yet ... just the navy..i don't think so.

Show tonight at Horizon - Plastic Glasses (Hardcore) at 6.30 ---$4
Jackson Prep Graduation.

I have to go scan things all day.....mernt.

okie so people come to the site but hardly anyone leaves comments , let me know what u wanna hear about at least or at least say hello ..... i would love to know how i'm doing at this

i'm going to to this talent agency this afternoon to try and get a second job (internship) and i applied yesterday to victoria's secret yesterday also.

i'll write later about my morning.

I bought the new matchbox twenty .. more than you think you are

I successfully listened to the whole album while i was in my car...which i think added to the experience.

Out of all the album , in my mind, More than you think you are seems to carry the most back bone.
The Cd starts off with a crunchy guitar riff...Then Rob's voice over tones it....when i was listening to a clip yesterday i wasn't sure what to think but once i heard the full song in it's intity ...it was great. They have added back up vocals..females...gospel almost.
The album has a Black Crowes feel along with some Johnny Lang. The seems to be going almost more southern rock.
The second track (co-written with Mick Jagger ) is even stonger. It was in fact this track though that made me weary of buying the album, when i listened to the clip all i heard was Rob singing "Free of my Disease ,Free of my Disease ,Free of my Disease" Oh no i thought ...not another song liek that. I was instantly reminded of Bandages by Hot Hot Heat... don't get me wrong it's a nice album but i think that song is one of the weakest ...expecially lyriclly. The album does have some great riffs and melodys but Banadages is on of their weakest points. Stating that i was afraid Rob had made the same mistake and that this album would be a dreadfull mistake and i would have wished i had bought it used or well burned it. But i was suprised and proved wrong when Disease had it's turn to play out. Not only did it prove me wrong but it pulled me deeper into the album. Bright Lights is the next track to come on , with it's melodic piano riffs and singing guitars i was amazed..... the album was getting better and better. Further into the album "Downfall" gives you a steller suprise. What starts off as song asking "could you be my savior" ends up with a suprise when it's hits the bridge rob is accompanied by a chorus...singing only love can save us now (yus it's cliche but it proves very powerful in this song.)
All in all this album is heartfelt, warm, and well more than you think it is. If you have the chance give it a listen you might just be suprised.

I think i might leave work an hour early and just work till 3 again tomorrow ...
I think i'm gonna try and look for a second job....wish me luck ....

so i officially checked out of my room yesterday , very sad. first college that has been awesome to me and i'm leaving it.
Sat. night was scotland's grad party and kinda farwell party too for everyone. we all went and had a great time. scotland for the first time got drunk (he can hold his liquor very well - he's from scotland what can u expect). he gave a very heartfelt toast (which we gave toasts all night) tell us we were the people we loved and wanted here and the ones that ment the most to him from belhaven.
that's all i'm going to say from the party cause it really is and was just too sentimental to put out for everyone to read about.
anyways yesterday at school i went and gave derrick back his tombstone dvd, and said good-bye . he's going to come back up this week supposedly to visit. jason left sat night during the party , he left early from it and drove back to french camp- hopefully he'll visit the summer or something. i saw kendra while derrick and i went to go say our last goodbye's to scotland and cheryll. kendra should be coming to visit in june for a few days or so i believe. cheryll was packing up her final things and going back to oklahoma. Scotland had 3 hours left to pack up everything he owned before the storage place closed. I think he left this morning for Scotland. Ruth and Kirsten are staying in town this summer so yay. Anyways hopefully in August i will be able to see them all again before i leave for Boston. They were some good freinds and i will miss them. i had a few tears as i drove away from my school.

Grades : Western Lit >A , Drawing II >B , Speech > B , Educational Psychology > C-
I got the grades and it's now official that i get to go to Northeastern
i'm really happy and all but i still have some fears
(i've gone to a good school , i enjoyed it for the first time)
i'm worried that northeastern will be like scad in the experience. what if i have a dreadfull time, what if i can't make friends
what if the people are really rude. what if the classes are too hard.
will i be able to make it in the fall there.... i really hope so
it's an awesome school
i just wonder ...what makes it so different from savannah.
Home is just was too close to my heart and so are my dear friends here....
I know this will be a battle ....hopefully this time around it will turn out better.
how did i do it ?
when i was origianally going to savannah last year i was fine ... i wasn't freaking out i just accepted it (i didn't start to worry and have doubts till ....someone came into my life and turned it upside down and made me wanna throw everything i had worked for the last four years out the window. it's pretty dreadfull to look back on that time in my life- it still hurts way to much and is so hard to deal with everything that went on in savannah)
The reason why this is so hard to deal with is because i've seen what can happen ... and i dont' want that to happen again.

I guess i just have to risk it ... have faith and take a leap.
This past year has been an experience...a very difficult one.. but i wouldn't trade it because it's made me stronger and i've learned so much not just about things or people but also about myself.
I just hope the next place helps build me up and not break me down.

And if worse come to worse and i do just break down and can't take it i can always come home and try again. but i'd rather not. i really want this one to work out this time.

Anyways enough of that opening up crap and putting myself out there

This past week something happened to me ( i saw something)
I had a friend pretty much condradict everything i said and made me feel like, well.. poo. It didn't matter if they were wrong or anything they were right (this is how it felt) and it didn't matter there was no trying to prove them wrong cause they just know everything and their opinion is the right opinion .
I kinda treat my mom like that sometimes and i appologized to her that night after it had happened and told her i knew what it felt like , and i was sorry. and i'd try to do better.

that kind of ATTITUDE towards other people sucks. and it's a shame too.
i really hate it and i hope i never act like that to her or anyone ever again.

i'm making the scream comp. posters today... it should be funny.

My boys /and girls , graduated this past friday...i'm so proud. some of them are gone for the next week, some two weeks.
i just can't wait til lthey are all back here.

so june 7th is sonance fest and well there will be a screaming competition (growl comp) that day/night more likely . yeah i'm going ot be growling again on stage in a few weeks....man this is going to be hilarious. if u have never witnessed this it's amazing . i can take on any guy...it'll be interesting to see what happens and who challenges me.
i gotta start practicing again.

AFTERNOON / EARLY MORNING QUIZ


Eight Things on Your Desk:
This is the work desk, though.
post it notes
computer junk/scanner
water bottle and empty 8oz vinalla coke can
stapler
coster
pen
phone
work papers (lots and lots of work papers)

at home :
this monkey treee that hold notes for you that has various labels such as today /tomorrow/urgent/ bills [on the bottom it has the three monkeys doing see no evil hear no etc...]
weird picture of baskin
blank cds and a copy of a g.love cd
glasses from moes and disciple now
school books [survey of world lit, educational psychology, speech and public speaking]
pen holder
jeans
asorted books [harry potter, devitionals]

Seven Things You Touch Every Day:
Alarm clock
cell phone
Watch
Hair
Toothbrush
Keys
keyboard
Shoes


Six Movies You Can't Live Without:
High Fidelity
Snatch
Ferris Beuler's Day Off
Felicity (yus may be a show but i have all the episodes just about and yeah-we're just gonna say it's a movie)
Say Anything /better off dead
Swingers


Five Nicknames You've Had in Your Life:
Murdith
Emmi
Ems
D
flames


Four Places You Want to Visit:
Australia
i wanna go back to ireland
New York
California
i wanna go back to utah


Three Things You Wish You Could Change About Yourself:
A bit more extroverted
gopherness (matt knows what i'm talking back)
obessessiveness and worriness
i'm gonna add another one :frustration tolerance


Two Phone Numbers You Call Most:
Dad's cell
and hm prolly hollie and stef - bout the same amount and maybe matt is tied also.


One Person You Plan to Spend the Rest of Your Life With:
Well now. I suppose I'm currently accepting applicatons.

matrix reloaded had some good points but there where some things i didn't like, but hey that happens and i know they had to seperate the film like that and we'll have something to look forward to in november. still i was a little disapointed but the more i think back on it , the less disapointed i am. fickle fickle fickle.

i'm really found of the cush album, i've been listening to it alot lately, i think it's one of my fav. albums. mike knott is just amazing. i hope i get the chance to see him perform.

i'm also starving right now so if anyone wants to bring me lunch that would be awesome , i'll prolly have to pick something up on my way back to school to start packing.

ooooo brownie in desk drawer.

my zipper just broke.....darn silver jeans ...looks like i'm off to the mall ...mernt

seeing matrix reloaded tonight at 10. i'm excited it should be really good view, i'm going with 2 old friends and some of their friends who i don't know...which is prolly the only down point.

Anberlin: [sorry i forgot to add to the list from last night ] were very intesting live , i thought they were going to semi-hardcore but they weren't really. which was interesting. if you got the tooth n nail sampler with the further seems forever cd , they are on it , they sing the song "forgein language" [boys speak in rythm and girls in code.] That is most definatly their radio friendly song because the rest of their music doesn't sound like that. They are though a very happy band. The lead singer is hilarious. He was talking about their new album [i was up front] during which i turned around to see that baskin and beth had returned with my food so i ran over to them as quickly as possible because i was starving at this point. well when i ran he goes "see she's running right now to go buy it " stef was like no she's going to eat. man i felt bad. anyways he smiled the whole time he sang which made all of us smile and laugh. and very oddly enough he looks exactly like my old friends mom (mrs. varner) it was very odd but hilarious, so after i returned from stuffing my face we all couldn't stop laughing . it was awesome. he also made fun of stef for yelling woo alot. after that she was afraid to woo loudly. once again great show and i look forward to seeing them all play here again soon.

last night ben (from 238) was talking to a member from anberlin. he told them that in the span of their whole career this place (jackson) has been the best to them. that made me smile, what great guys they are, i look forward to seeing him round town more and hearing chris play this summer.

The show was amazing. LoveDrug was pure enjoyment. If you have the chance to go see them , do it. They were very overwhelming to hear for the first time and the drummer is one of the most intense drummers i've ever seen. Not comparing to them to 238 but on the level of just being wowed, they are on the same level. Very melodic at times. Their songs start out very simple, light, then it builds to another level (and you think that's it) but then it goes to another level and then they just blow you away. it's amazing. i do agree they sound like radiohead but it's only at times , they have a slight radiohead feel but that's not their complete style.
also Fletcher did an amazing job as usual, i'm really gonna miss those guys. they graduate this friday.
But this summer will be a rememberable one with them
Their cd release is June 2nd. I'm so excited for them, and very proud.

Guns don't kill people, lovedrug kills people

well finals are over and now all i have to do is move out ....instead of going to savannah i might just go down to gulfport and visit a friend. i dunno if i could take going back to savannah. there's an awesome show tonight at horizon. starts at 6 and it's Fletch, LoveDrug, Anberlin, and i'm a horrible person because i have forgotten the other bands name.
anways it's gonna rock your face off.

oh yeah the last question on the exam
--what learning theorist would have come to the conclusion r-->s ?

yeah , we didn't go over that at all ...... she is so evil!!

i might take a modern dance class this summer.

i wish i could change the thing that says shout out , but i can't
i've tried everything

okie so i added a few things this morning , you can now reply to my posts , woohoo, and i added a site meter.

okie so about my weekend ( i will have to leave some details out about friday night for my own sanity and recovery- all i have to say is it was bad, very bad)
friday - my one night to go out this weekend - so we redyed my hair friday - it's looking great as usual, and we went to borders before the show , it's amazing how many people were there , it was very enjoyable
the who's who list of borders:
trent and his girlfriend
david my guitar teacher
matt blonk (sp?)
derrick and jason
a few of our friends who met us up there (larry, amanda, brian)
it was quite interesting.
we then went to hal and mals and had a wonderful time, saw lots a people and heard wonderful music (Always Sunday and the Rockwells)
i must say that the rockwells were a party and a half all by themselves. good tunes good tunes
i was also very happy to finally see always sunday but was a little disapointed that they held out on the whole stage presence act.
but dean was very interesting to watch.
Sat--i woke up around 1, hung out with helen and went in search of a letter opener for her mum, we failed.
i then went and studied for ed. psyc. and then went to the house to visit and go to dinner with the family.
the kid was there , who is getting cuter and cuter every time i see him, and my aunt and uncle was also there.
my uncle had brought something we wanted to show us .
it was a watch , newly polished but very old , it was one of those pocket watches
anyways my grandfather had gotten it because his team won the orange bowl that year (1941 i believe) they were undefeated that year.
see back then they didn't have an nfl, there was three major bowls for college teams and the orange bowl was sort of like what the super bowl is now , so what would be a championship ring now was a pocket watch then.
uncle wilbur handed it to me as they began to tell me the story behind the watch.
on the back was inscribed
W.G. Dees
MSU qback
Orange Bowl, undefeated 1941
( i believe that was all that was on there , at least that i can remeber)
anyways , my grandfather was in the army and they were not allowed to wear pocket watches, so he gave it at as gift or maybe for safe keeping to my great grandfather. well someone broke into my grandfathers house and stole it . it's been lost for 30 years.
So this preacher that lives in mississippi -somewhere not to far from gulfport -buys old pocket watches or just watches and fixes them up. Well he went on ebay and bid on my grandfathers watch. He won the bid obviously and when he recieved the watch it was all rusty, (btw the watch was shipped from north carolina ) when he cleaned it and made it work again , he was able to read the inscription. he then decided to do a little bit of research and find out who this W.G. Dees is , well he found out he was Wilbur Dees , and his wife was still listed in the telephone so he gave my grandmother a little ring ,and well gave us back the watch. [Amazing]
my grandmother is going to visit him in a few days , and they are going to talk about my grandfather , the pastor is very interested in my grandfathers football career and such.
I must say it's very amazing that we got the watch back. i definately could not believe it.
so afterwards we went to dinner at brick oven - great food-
oh yeah before i forget i got some very intesting mail that day -
Bank Plus - overdraft - current balance - 29.??
united states treasury - check enclosed for 313.00
i couldn't believe it , i'm really not sure what to do with the money i was planning on going to savannah for two days to get away and just deal with some things and well now i may be able to go , or i might jsut save the money.
anways after dinner i went back to school and worked on my final critique project till 2.30 in the morning.
i'm pretty happy with it .
Sunday i woke up round 10.30 and went to lunch with the family then went to ginny's for mothers day festivities.
afterwards i went home to study for ed. psyc. with my dad. while i was studying he was putting together this t.v. chest/table,
he put it together unsuccessfully 3 times.it was pretty humerous. i laughed at him and he said yus well empathy was never your strongest characteristic- i took offense to that , and don't agree with his statement. while i was there i called professor bowie about hte exam, i was very polite on the phone but she was rather rude and unhelpful, she almost made me bust into tears. i thought teachers where suppose to be helpfull- she's not (oh and interestingly enought - at least to me - the felicity episode i watched ,part of it was about a professor who was not very helpful and all this stuff happened and in the end he said he was wrong and yeah- man i wish she would do that )
we finally finished studying round 6 and i went back to school and worked in my sketch book for a few hours then watched a lil felicity then finished studying round 12 last night.
as i was lying in bed i had a feeling that i was preparing for battle or going to war.
it was very odd.

Final Critique at 1.30
Final Exam Educational Psychology at 6

so here i am , 10.36, night before my last two finals and i'm unable to study ... i've been doing it all weekend ...kind of .... i really hate educational psychology and all i have to do is make it thru reading all these chapters and i'll be good and i also need to review the talk on classroom management.
wish me luck tomorrows gonna be rough... i have my final critique.

i played scrable with a few friends at cups last night - i cheated the first time and we had to start over and i lost of course .....we then ended up playing monopoly (it was hollie mason and i and hollie marsh decided she would be the banker -she took the easy way out -darn her) .... with a 7 year old child with the mind of a 9 year old..... very interesting .. we unfortunatly had to leave the little bugger and go home before we finished the game.... maybe another day youngin.

okie....last one for today then i'm off to eat sushi!!!!!




The final book of Narnia, you're a sometimes disturbing story about the end of the world and the beginning of a new one. Your characters include an evil monkey, a misguided donkey, stubborn dwarves and all the human characters from the previous books. You manage to be heartbreaking and beautiful at once.


Find out which Chronicles of Narnia book you are.

also i do not agree with the googlisms , maybe one or two...i'm very disapointed and i think they have the wrong impression of me.

and this is what i have done with my day ...... man .. 45 mins and i'll be eating sushi...

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emmi is built for indoor and outdoor use
emmi is also a very important person to me
emmi is situated in pärnu nearby the riga street
emmi is ned
emmi is happy to co
emmi is currently chairman and ceo of ipr international
emmi is 14 years old and lucy is 5 months old; i have a 19 year old sister
emmi is the same swiss dairy that produces those wonderful cave aged cheeses
emmi is a present truth kingdom ministry dedicated to establishing the glory of god in the earth
emmi is a widow whose children can?t be bothered with her
emmi is
emmi is for processing monthly data only
emmi is kurz nach 10 noch in park gekommen
emmi is used for communication between the magcom mobile phone and external equipment by means of a serial communication line
emmi is full protected
emmi is nasty to a new colleague from yugoslavia
emmi is a marbled tabby with a wonderful disposition
emmi is provided for remote control of the mobile station
emmi is a lab and ladie is a pointer beagle
emmi is a 21 year
emmi is 4 plus yo gu rt
emmi is a
emmi is again at showring
emmi is pure comedy relief
emmi is a ministry with an international world vision committed to raising up teams to help usher in the restoration of the kingdom of god and its glory
emmi is a pet form of emily
emmi is once more blogging
emmi is a wonderful snuggler
emmi is the owner of marshmallow
emmi is a multipurpose instrument allowing observations in the visible wavelengths
emmi is limited by the pixel size
emmi is working with roger federer emmi
emmi is working with roger federer
emmi is on a separate page
emmi is on a separate the list of available filters for susi is on a separate
emmi is a trademark of lucent technologies inc
emmi is ganging up with her fellow workers to exclude the new cleaner
emmi is utterly sympathetic towards and supportive of ali
emmi is a 60 year old cleaning lady and ali is a 40 year old garage mechanic from morroco
emmi is a singer/songwriter
emmi is wonderfu
emmi is one day found murdered with the impression of a signet ring on her neck
emmi is to become bigger and better and has moved house to be the production finance subsidiary of em
emmi is an electronic database developed from bill telliard's
emmi is my second bunny
emmi is so sweet and is full of nice things to say
emmi is uniquely qualified to hold such a title with her sales
emmi is linear within its entire range of motion
emmi is the most grateful cat i've ever seen
emmi is the opportunity for institutions to have ciccorp come to their campus at no charge and no obligation to conduct an
emmi is a very sensitive squirrel
emmi is making faces
emmi is the stranger
emmi is a little ridiculous
emmi is the queen mum of the german comedy scene ? old
emmi is engaged in research to further understand the mechanisms
emmi is the poor
emmi is perhaps the most warm
emmi is a sophomore studying computer science at the state university of new york
emmi is available for purchase on diskette from the national technical information service
emmi is famous in allllllllllllllllll over the wöööööld
emmi is also very nice ;
emmi is teh popular and she is teh god sampikabf5
emmi is a short hair sealpoint who was retired from breeding after her last litter in january 2001
emmi is used you should import the obs on your own p2pp account
emmi is regarded as needed
emmi is een gesloten netwerk
emmi is an excellent example of mastery
emmi is een controle paneel dat de crew van iss in staat stelt met de era te werken buiten het station
emmi is gonna be a senior next year
emmi is a software package produced by the environmental protection agency
emmi is a regional digital information system that allows police forces to co
emmi is heating up federation dataspace
emmi is very kind and loving
emmi is linear over a wide ra
emmi is a leading milk and cheese producer and distributor with its headquarter in switzerland
emmi is looking to partner with the malaysian society aswell
emmi is to improve the communication between police forces in the euregion aachen
emmi is built for indoor and outdoor use
emmi is also a very important person to me
emmi is situated in pärnu nearby the riga street
emmi is ned
emmi is happy to co
emmi is currently chairman and ceo of ipr international
emmi is 14 years old and lucy is 5 months old; i have a 19 year old sister
emmi is the same swiss dairy that produces those wonderful cave aged cheeses
emmi is a present truth kingdom ministry dedicated to establishing the glory of god in the earth
emmi is a widow whose children can?t be bothered with her
emmi is
emmi is for processing monthly data only
emmi is kurz nach 10 noch in park gekommen
emmi is used for communication between the magcom mobile phone and external equipment by means of a serial communication line
emmi is full protected
emmi is nasty to a new colleague from yugoslavia
emmi is a marbled tabby with a wonderful disposition
emmi is provided for remote control of the mobile station
emmi is a lab and ladie is a pointer beagle
emmi is a 21 year
emmi is 4 plus yo gu rt
emmi is a
emmi is again at showring
emmi is pure comedy relief
emmi is a ministry with an international world vision committed to raising up teams to help usher in the restoration of the kingdom of god and its glory
emmi is a pet form of emily
emmi is once more blogging
emmi is a wonderful snuggler

From The Rum Diary

"Happy," I muttered, trying to pin the word down. But it is one of those words, like Love, that I have quite never understood. Most people who deal in words don't have much faith in them, and I am no exception -- especially big ones like Happy and Love and Honest and Strong. They are far too elusive and far too relative when you compare them to sharp, mean little words like Punk and Cheap and Phony. I feel at home with these, because they are scrawny and easy to pin, but the big ones are tough and it takes either a priest or a fool to use them with any confidence.
-- Hunter S. Thompson

Which John Cusack Are You?

Which Princess Bride Character are You?
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The Muppets might mave taught me my ABCs and 123s, but the Partridges taught me my rock'n'roll!!!

hollie comes home today.

i just read a great quote from another blog ...the desolation angels.. very good reading anyways i thought it was amazing and i wanted to post it . she wastalking about car wreaks in the last part of her entry ... sho here it goes ....
I lean on the counter and watch him walk away and think, My God, my God, I owe everyone in the history of humanity that wasn’t as blessed enough to walk away from a car accident unaffected a astronomical, empathetic, and heartfelt apology for surviving mine. I then start to think about being a Sinner Saved by Grace and fell all sorts of What-A-Wretch-Am-I-Unworthy-of-Such-Mercy thoughts,

okie i dunno if i've mentioned this but add rollins university to my list of colleges i have attended so far... supposedly i am an alumni from rollins university in florida... i don't really remember ever going there but i keep getting mail from them... i think we have a reunion coming up... i bet i'm the youngest one from the graduating class.....maybe i should drop in... hehe

anyways yeah last speech class... so i thought i did horribly but supposedly i did really good. i tired to give the speech with the attitude of your wrong i'm right ... but i forgot alot of stuff but i still think i made a good argument looking back. hopefully i got a decent grade.
tonight is my last class of educational psychology...finally... i'm going to critique my teacher tonight for speech class.... it should be fun and interesting. maybe a little difficult to take notes and critique at the same time but if i need to i can just instead critique one of the speeches the students are giving tonight.
oh yeah the cocktail/non-cocktail party for speech class was last night ... it was actually very nice , it was a very good time and i ate way too much - i had 3 plates of well fruit and junk food. Amy's (my teacher) cats are adorable.. i love the claico (gracie- which is also the name of the ghost that lives in my old apartment in savannah- i'll tell that story in a little bit) anyways the party was great and today is cinco de mayo!!!!!! so i'll prolly be hitting up a party tonight and maybe another belhaven party around 1 tomorrow.
we went swimming at scotland's yesterday also... it was pretty interesting. the best part was when terry did belly flops into the pool off of the diving board and did poses right before hitting the water... i wish i had a picture of one of em so you all could see..... words just can describe it ... it was amazing.

okie so gracie - the ghost that lived in my apartment. well the apartment building i lived in (in savannah) use to be i guess a house then was the jewish educational center (or something like that with jewish education in it) well anyways supposedly this little girl died in the building ( i think in the attic) well she now lives in the attic and she use to play with marbles well you can hear her roll her marbles in the attic. we lived on the 3rd floor (top floor) and the attic was above us (of course) and are ceiling was slanted, well every day we would hear things rolling down the ceiling ... jsut randomly .. we thought it was acorn or soemthing well we went outstide to look and no trees went over the roof , and the trees that were near our building , well they didn't have nuts or acorns in them. and the other thing the top of the building ( the roof) is flat ...... so even if there were acorns , they couldn't roll... yeah so we said gracie lived in our room , cause no one else on our floor had this problem . well when liz's parents (liz was one of my old roomie) came to visit last semester well they brought marbles with them for gracie, they put them in a glass and put it on the t.v. . i walked in that day and asked them what was with the marble - liz told me with a huge grin on her face that they were for gracie...i laughed , are you joking i asked her ... no , they are really for gracie , my parents brought em she replied.
i couldn't believe it ........the places and people i've lived with , man.

okie hollie i've got an idea for our next big hit.... we need to write a song about mum running off and becoming a dark, angsty, alternative rockstar. Oh the horror. it'll be great..... we can use lisa marie presley as an example.

well tonight is my speech class once again... and i believe this is the last time i get to go =*(
tonight i give my persuasion speech on co-ed dorms
they are going to murder me , 1 person in the whole class is for co-ed dorms
and i don't think they are going to want to change their minds either ...
we'll just see
i've prepared a booklet for them
it's full of housing options for co-ed dorms
and then a residential life handbook is included from northeastern.
i think the only reason they don't like co-ed dorms is because they : a) think they are going to live with a boy b) live next door to a boy
c) share a shower with a boy, and d) safety issues and or temptation.

all i have to say is this is going to be interesting .......we'll just see how it turns out.

oh yeah and i haven't even written my speech and it's 1 o'clock now .........class is at 6 , dinner at 5 ......hmmmmm i think i might be able to pull it off.