Monday, June 30, 2003

i'm hungry for the first time in 7 days........
you know when you are in an areoplane and you can see the freon coming out and it's really really cold, well that was my car this morning. they put more freon in it yesterday...i think this means it's going to work when it's hot oustide and it has heat to compete with.


p.s. yus i know how to spell airplane...i misspelled it on purpose- note:r.h.c.p-music is my areoplane
stars are awake
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Choking on all the feeling that i'm swallowing in. Tasting the Failure on my lips that i've lead in

so i woke up this morning , hit the snooze button, it went off again 8 minutes later and i hit it again, this time however i started thinking and i actually made myself get up for the first time in a long long time. i think that's awesome cuase i use to be able to get up automatically and get ready and yeah i stopped doing that sometime this year.
anyways i got up and started to get ready. I decided i would give my ipod a listen while i was drying my hair ...well i turned it on and it was stuck on the clock...maybe it was in shock that i was awake this early cause since i've had it ,3 days now, i've gotten up at 1 or 2 . so i was worried but not too worried. after about 30 minutes of it being stuck on the clock i hooked it up to my computer and well that woke it up and now it's working fine and i'm still able to listen to lou's music....yus more kenna.
so i then turned off beloved- great album by the way - love it. and started listening to kenna.
afterwards i went to seattle drip and got something different to drink - coffee toffee.
then i went to work and found out that one of our co-workers died this weekend- we aren't sure how yet....it's very odd
the mood here is very somber and quiet and everyone has been talking about it.
i started to work on the webpages and print them out. which was great but i'll be starting on other divisions soon...sad.

i became a littel baffled last night....i wondered how some of my friends could call other people but they never can manage to call me....is it that easy to forget me , am i over looked or do they rather hang out with others than me.
i don't know...i'm getting use to it , but i still hate it - i feel unloved , unliked. i have friends who actually do call and tell me they miss me and come out with us tonight- why can't the people i've been friends with longer be like that.
i'll never know.
i also wonder ....if i'll be missed by them... if they'll turn to eachother or comment on how they miss me , or if when i come home they'll be like we have to go hang out with her, we havne't seen her in forever.
Don't get me wrong.. i love my friends to death.. i think they are all amazing people. I feel very blessed to have them in my life.. i just get a lil baffled by them sometimes....
i just try to remeber that it's not a big deal and it doens't matter , they dont' have anything against me - they're just forgetful. which is fine but sometimes it does hurt.
Also let me clear up soemthing - no i'm not depressed about this - No i don't get depressed about this anymore. Like i said i jsut become baffled and wonder. I dont' let it stune me , i'm just writing bout it right now because i had been thinking about it last night.

Nuff of that .

so it's july tomorrow and i have 3 weeks left.
i'll prolly have to start packing in about 1 or 2 weeks. mernt....moving.
i'm still so excited cause i have no idea what isnt' going to be like.

Oh yeah for those of you reading this - July 4th- Party at my house- mernt
people from Georgia are coming .....it's going to be wild crazy.
last year helen and i went and watched fire works at the dock.... i think we should do that again.
last july 4th was fun.

we can also have a early b-day party for maggy.

well i think that's bout it for today
keep ashley in your prayers- she's off to australia- today - she left this morning at 8.
she's doing an amazing thing.

oh yeah i believe watashi wa is the happiest band ever- i love them, they are so sweet and just so happy.
their new album is great- you all should check it out.

Currently Playing - Kenna- Love Hate Sensation
Current Mood - Very Very Happy. =)

Saturday, June 28, 2003

well i'm sitting her listening to kelly wingate on my ipod ....it's lou's - so i think i'll just listen to his music till i get my itunes stuff fixed on my comp and all my playlist together .
last night or rather yesterday was awesome . went to work
got my new ipod , hung out with helen and saw charlies angels ....funny movie. i enjoyed it . yeah it's not the best flick in the world but hey i enjoyed it and thought it was good so mernt.
anyways after that stef came and got me and we went to go get my pics and pick up an fm transmitter for my ipod and some earphones. then we went to ashley's house for her going away party and hung out there all night. it was awesome. i got to talk to dave (one of stef's friends) which was really cool we just sat on the couch and talked about God and his impacts on life , and it just really rocked my face off i love talking about that stuff and sharing things like that it just rocks. and it also rocks hearing what other people think. anyways i hope that we continue to talk and end up being friends cuase he seems like a nice guy. so then we ended up leaving ashleys bout 12 and we went on home and i listened to my ipod till about 1.30 or 2 .
so i guess that is my weekend so far ..wow i just off the phone with kirsten ....she didn't know the mail ran on sat....poor thing.
also just talked to hollie - awesome awesome , she's so excited bout me moving up there...we are going to have so much fun , hopefully.
oh yeah i also told crazy savannah stories last night ....hilarious. i'll have to tell some more on here later .
well i think that is it for now... everyone have an awesome day.
i think i might go take a shower in a few.... i'm such a bum.
oh yeah check out beloved's new cd, it rocks - even though i havent' listened to the whole ting - it rocks .

currently listening to : Kelly wingate- how am i wrong to you.
mood- rocken my face off as usual.

Friday, June 27, 2003

Rock n roll , i'm getting an ipod in about an hour...i'm overjoyed.

party party party

going to see charlies angels at 4 with helen
that'll be a riot and a half

today is gonna be fun.

finished the webpages just have to print them out but mr. daniels is at that computer...mernt
always in the way

oh yeah which reminds me the cleaning ladies - are well ...MERNT
i'm trying to leave yester morning and they put the laundry basket right in front of the back door - i trip land in it stub 2 toes break a toe nail , fall on the floor....all in like 2.5 secs. upsetting i couldn't believe it
i mean really who puts a laundry basket in front of a door!

that's just obsurd ...obsurd
oh yeah the party was alot of fun last night at helen's
food was awesome and yeah
my mom was really sweet she said to pick out one thing i wanted and she'd get it for me

now i really don't need jewlery i have some , and i really thought it was really sweet and awefully nice of her to do this so i looked around and right before she came back i found this ring...i tried it on and it was adorable... pink stoen with leafs around it . mrs. monica said it looked like me . i showed my mom and she got it for me
what a sweetheart. i'll prolly wear it alot , ( to remind me of home and family and just this wonderful experience and what i've learned , and how much my rents love me- while i'm away this fall and spring)

Hollie called while i was at helens and i got to talk to her for a while.
she's excited i'm coming up, it's gonna be so much fun
we both said that first thing we're doing when i move is find a church.
i've never been so compelled to find a new church but i am going to find a nice home church when i move up there.
i really didn't follow this in savannah. savannah was just one huge struggle and it helped me grow but i definatly just didnt' try hard enough to find a new church .But it is a huge goal and priority when i move up there
so hollie and i will church search the first sunday i am there. yippy skippy i'm so excited.

3 weeks people 3 weeks till i leave for maine and boston.
i'm so excited.
my next pay chech is going to be really good so i'm not going to spend anything and jsut buy my ipod stuff now and nothing else. for the next 2 weeks so i can save save save.

back to work once again.
God if you can hear can you help me and my friends we've been driving all night into dead ends....


listening to 238 brings so much joy to me. i love it ....
i dunno if many of you remember but at the farwell show there was this girl who was wearing the 238 shirt , holding hte cd, singing (somewhat) and dancing horribly. we all laughed cuase it was so amusing
i think of that everytime i listen to 238 and i sometiems even do her little dance- hehe

i was driving yesterday i believe and i remebered this story from savannah:
orientation was horrible - 3 days of torture , walking around , learning things , talking , and ice breakers ....constant ice breakers..
well one of my roomies (Becca) was in this orientation group with this girl from arizona.
well the day we got the tour of the town they were walking around the squares. And they were talking abotu the aquirels (go firgure) well she made the comment she had never seen a squirel and then preceeded to feed the bloddy animal . and she got bit "ouch it bit me...."- the leader then said "yeah ...you're not suppose to feed em....i wouldnt' recommend it"
it was really funny to us....i mean really who feeds a squirel and gets bit????who feeds a squirel at that?
and they don't have squirels in arizona.....man

i get my ipod today i'm so excited...it's going to be grand. i'm going to get an itrip or irock too so i cna listen to it in the car.
also pictures are done today!!! woohoo. i'm so excited.

Talked with as cities burn. there will be a show on the 10th , and either another one with them that week or the following . i'm not sure..i'd rather do another show the following week. hopefully the other bands will respond and we can get this thing rolling.
i'm off to work again...i should finish with all the website stuff today....i'm so excited.
yippy skippy.

Thursday, June 26, 2003

rock n roll!!!
i'm getting an ipod, my day has been made. oh yeah i'm also getting it for the price i wanted - rockers!
now i don't have to overpay on ebay!
i love how things work out.
i called lou when i got his e-mail which i didn't know but he had just sent- funny funny.
hmph now i'm gonna go look at earphones for it....yippy skippy. i needed new ones too...now i have a reason to get em. woohoo.

i get so happy over the smallest things .


this morning i woke up and the jamacian bobslede team song from cool runnings was in my head....go figure.
going over to helen's tonight with mom. should be lots of fun.

i woke up this morning feeling a lil better...more refreshed i think i'm beating this cold
but my ears this morning were a lil stuffy- ear infection???? i hope not .

oh yeah helen can we name your hairy cell fanged tumor ian??

i'm currently working on getting a show together for the week after cornerstone (cause people will be at cornerstone the week of obviously)
anyways looking at getting :
while i breathe i hope
as cities burn
rivers indiana
hopefully all will be able to play or 2 of them , then i'll get 2 other bands maybe
3-4 bands playing would be nice
if you have any opinions or would like to see someone play let me know
i'll be trying to set up a few more shows this summer
these shows will be at the new skate park place - they just opened up a new thing where bands can play
suma called me about it and asked if i had any bands that would liek to play and just have shows lined up and tell her and give her the info and we'll do the shows.
sounded good to me so now i'm setting them up. or trying to at least.
hope it all works out.
anyways nuff for today i gotta get back to work

Wednesday, June 25, 2003

Well i hope everyone enjoyed the quizes and my posts (even though they were long.)
i'm at work right now of course battling being sick...hopefully i'll be better tomorrow.
drinking tomato soup...yummy.

Lou , you'll be happy to know that i'm persuing getting an ipod.

went over to savie's last night for the godfather party. good times . i had to leave early unfortunately because i felt horrible and needed sleep.
There was a huge spider outside, that jimmy wanted to kill. savie told us it was prolly carrying babies cause it was so fat. Well we told scott this (he was going to kill it for us) and he was like no , it's jsut really fat.
well he used jimmy's shoe to kill it , well when he swished it , millions of babies came out......scot then preceeded to thro jimmy's shoe back on the spider and leave it.
we got the shoe back though...spider free.
it was pretty fun to watch all this happen though.

Tuesday, June 24, 2003

11 new quizes i believe, and 3 new posts
Don't have too much fun.....hehe
and don't forget to actually read what i write.

feel free to let me know what's up or how you are doing.

Have an awesome day.
little pink stars
You are Little Pink Stars!!! you, my friend, are
way awesome.


What Ben Kweller song are you?
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True Stories
You are... True Stories!
You're the embodiment of all that is special about
small town life in America. While it's probable
that a fair bit about you is exaggerated, or
not quite true, there's certainly something
special about you, and it's a special something
to be proud of.


Which Talking Heads album are you?
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speaking
You are
"White Man in Hammersmith Palais"
Life sure can be rough sometimes, but good music
helps you deal with adversity and find somethin
to believe in.


What Clash song are you?
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Miss You Love
Miss You Love.. I love the way I love..


What Silverchair song are you?
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hehe i'll rock your socks .....
I'm MCIS Billy!
You're Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
Billy! You're on top of everything!
Just...whatever you do, don't cut your hair.
Please. Don't. We love you just the way you
are.


Which Billy Corgan Are You?
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hmph we've lost a few quizes so you know what that means ......






what decade does your personality live in?


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You are Shook Me All Night by AC/DC.


Which 80's Song Are You?
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awesome!!!!
So you wanna be a rockstar.......

as i'm trying to recover from last night [i somehow got sick-darn whoever did this] i'm sitting here at my work computer listening to Love You Loud. Strangely enough , they recorded at Glow in the Dark studios, and were produced by none other than Matt Goldman. Go Figure. They had a great energy on stage last night....hilarious and entertaining. The Singer went crazy, he got off stage and would go into the crowd and sing in peoples faces. he demanded that people clap and when they did not he drew attention to it, a few listeners and on lookers were a bit scared or intemidated by his presence so they moved to the back of the room where they felt more safe. if i had been able to i would have been all up in that . i thought they were great, as previously stated above. These guys though were not only entertaining on stage , they entertained off stage as well. I sat by them all night and they were hilarious. They also smoke like camels drink water (i think you know what i'm trying to say). All night they just kept lighting up cigaretts and cigars....wow guys wow. maybe that's what got be sick. The Singer [i believe his name is andrew] reminds me of -no scratch that . The whole band reminds me of the Rolling Stones. But the singer is obsessed with his tamberine.. it's hilarious. all last night - 'where's my tamberine'......during fletchers set and always sunday he just kept on banging away.....
Fletcher did amazing of course last night ..... this replacement drummer for jonezetta told me last night he had to see juesse, cuase jesse was half the show for him...i thought that was cute.
Phil [QID] brought by the cd's and we started selling them {of course} [ note : for some reason , today typing is more difficult than ever, so if i use the wrong verb tense, spell something horribly wrong. i am so sorry. I'm not poorly educated, i guess i'm just having trouble processing things this morning]
Jonexetta has gotten progressivly better each time i have seen them. Last night was by far their best show so far.
I thought it was hilarious when jimmy brought robert the flying v. i wish he would of kept it.
Always Sunday....
great job. definatly better than the last time they came. Better stage presence, better atmosphere. Trent actually talked. They did very well. I was very pleased.
Also great news... Last night while selling merch. J.P. [Bellador] asked me if i wanted to go on tour with them in August and sell merch and do photos. They are going to let me know about dates and such. He's going to check with the rest of the band to make sure it's okie. Phil joined in .... and i might be doing merch at the shows here for them too.
Then Trent's wife asked me if i wanted to do the same thing for them ..... wow.....she got my info and i talked with trent also , they are gun ho for it .
Do you know how much i love doing this sort of stuff ... i mean i'm majoring in this sort of thing.
This would be great experience for me .. now don't get me wrong ...fletcher is great experience also , i love those boys to death and i love helping them out and doing that stuff for them, they are my favorite people to work for. i enjoy them the most. But what i'm saying is the more bands i get to work for the more experience i will have. [ if you are still confused my major is music business management]
I really hope this all works out , cause i would love to do that for them. I just enjoy doing all of this so much .
words cannot express. It's great all the opportunities God has given me.
I really am truely blessed.
Rock and Roll....rock n roll.
i just switched to questions in dialect album...amazing... it's a must have -8 tracks of just .........words cannot do it justice.
[i'll prolly write more about it when i've had the full dish of it]
but if you have ever enjoyed a live show , then i don't need to say anything. The CD speaks for itself, it's just understood.
It's amazing. I really don't need to talk about the intrecate guitar riffs twisting and climbing till it explodes in detail, the delicate drums that end up in a whirlwind of effects and percusion swirls , the tangleing bass lines that leads you further and further in this musical explosion. No... no .... that all speaks for itself.
The cd will cause you to think.....
as you may know......but i don't think you really do know until you've sat down with this and heard it for all its worth and beauty.

Magestic.

If i've gotten you intersted in hearing this unbelivable aray of compositions let me know.. i'll gladly let you experience it for yourself.
This is God given talent....